but anyways,
i have this tendency to always look forward and to the future.
i have a tendency to not live in the present.
so continuing on this path, i will tell you of what i wish for next year.
i really would like to live alone next year,
in a studio apartment,
in manhattan,
hopefully in the east village or the lower east side,
with my pet cat,
uh that sounds pathetic but it's not,
i know i might get lonely,
but i will just have to force myself to go out and socialize.
i just hope there are no spiders because i can't kill them myself,
and i hope there are no notorious new york blackouts because i am afraid of the dark, especially when i am alone.
right now i am watching the tyra banks show. it is my guilty pleasure.