but anyways, i have this tendency to always look forward and to the future. i have a tendency to not live in the present. so continuing on this path, i will tell you of what i wish for next year. i really would like to live alone next year, in a studio apartment, in manhattan, hopefully in the east village or the lower east side, with my pet cat, uh that sounds pathetic but it's not, i know i might get lonely, but i will just have to force myself to go out and socialize. i just hope there are no spiders because i can't kill them myself, and i hope there are no notorious new york blackouts because i am afraid of the dark, especially when i am alone. right now i am watching the tyra banks show. it is my guilty pleasure.